Shaping The New Me

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Sunday, April 25, 2010

20 Days....

20 Days and counting...

well 20 days u say..until i start SCHOOL!!! YES SCHOOL!!! its been 4 years since i have opened or even touched a text book.. seems like yesterday that i was in college.. i mean since then i've had various jobs, the unfortunate car accident which has put a strain on me...

the whole journey began as follows.. i finished high school, then i applied for college..i applied to Conestoga College for Medical Office Administration.. that course was for 2 years.. i battled thru it but could only do it for one year as i wasnt all that successful with it.. I then decided to get a full time job and work as i was undecided as to whether to go back to college or just work.. I chose to work.. Everyone was behind me to back to school so i hummed and hawed about what to do.. and now finally after 4 years.. I have decided to back and do another course in the medical field.. there is something about the medical field that has me drawn in.. sorta feels like a drug you just cant kick.. ive always liked helping people, except this course is called Sterile Supply Processing.. so im not directly helping people but i am by packaging, sterilizing the tools needed to perform surgeries and simple procedures...

I am extremely anxious as the days are growing nearer, but i mean why rush.. things come to those who wait and have patience...

The course is online however, it is not in the classroom, which makes things a bit easier as in not having to lug around books and actual interact with ppl.. I have no problems with interacting with people or even carrying books its just that having the course online i think will be better for me because i can go at my own pace and not have to be rushed. I have a hard time concentrating on one thing meaning i get easily distracted... i mean there are tons of distractions on this world wide web that will probably tempt me once i start class,but that is where a thing called "will power" comes in to play and i will have to stay focused 100% and battle through it... I would like to aim for 80-90's for grades because i want to prove everyone wrong that i can do it.. i mean it takes alot to get motivated but i have anxiously been waiting and finally made the decision to do school so im sure i will excel and pass with flying colours!!!

if anyone has any ideas on how to handle going back into school after 4 years.. please leave ur thoughts...

xoxo