Shaping The New Me

The beginning to shaping the new me, feeling great and loving every minute of it!!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

hatin my life

well here goes again
i currently hate my life as of right now.. i have no job, i still live at home, and my brother has my mom wrapped around his little finger...

as for no job, that is kinda my choice.. but once im back from my vacation i will b looking for a job..... but really sure yet what i wanna do, but it will b something fun!!!

living at home is good, i have no rent to pay but i still have to pay some bills and i have to buy food.... but my mom n i are always fighting lately.. and then is where the second part comes in.. adrian which is my brother has my mom wrapped around his little finger.. he wants money he gets it, he wants the car he gets it!! like how is that fair!!!

that was all i had to say!!
just needed to vent for a bit

xo
ox

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

July 25th, 2009

DTP REUNITES FOR A 7 YEAR CELEBRATION!! YES U HEARD 7 YEARS!!
me n my girl have been besties for 7 years, thats a long time, but u know wat we have been thru hell n back a hundred times b4 but now we are gettin older things dnt seem to bother us anymore... we have really grown n changed over the years, we dnt fight about petty stuff anymore, we only fight when somethings really bothering or irritating the other person..

i cant wait to celebrate the big day... its going to b so much fun!! i cant wait to take pics, and just chill and hang out again... the best part of our friendship is that we can talk and just chill and not even talk n things are still good between us...

i love this girl to death for life for keeps

xo
ox

July 30th, 2009

July 30th, 2009

that day is gonna b the best freakin day of the year..!! why u are probably askin.. lol..
that is because it is my best friends birthday..

i cant wait.. just to see her face when she opens the gifts and i get to take pics!
we are going to dinner at Swiss Chalet.. and we are going to have so much fun.. i cant wait to give her, her gifts i have been planning the gifts for a while now.. just gotta get them into action!!

i really hope she enjoys her day,which im sure she will!!

xo
ox

D-Man

well well, it has been a while since i have written a blog, but now that i cant sleep, i feel that i need to express my feelings about a certain someone in my life...

well first of all.. we have been talkin for quite sometime.. i feel extremely comfortable about talkin to him, and sharing my thoughts with him.. he doesnt judge me.. he just listens and observes.. he is so intelligent and smart..

i really enjoy talkin to him, he is so nice and caring.. tonight was the night that he got to see me on cam, i was unsure n a lil aprehensive about the whole thing, but then i said to hell with wat i think, im just gonna go for it n do it..

we have alot in common n we can talk about basically everything.. i have learned alot about him and im sure he has done the same when it comes to me.. i feel really happy when im talkin to him..

i would love to be able to kiss him, and hug him, but that will come with time.. he is always on my mind, and i miss him when we dnt talk.. lol.. sounds lame but its true!

i am so glad that we started talkin and now all that is left to do is meet him and see where things go, but i am sure things will go fine cus the feelings are mutual between us...

lastly i can say that this guy has stolen my heart and i hope i feel this way always!!

xo
love u babe